Still...

...nervous.  I've had too much time to study for Physics and it has not been very productive today.  So, I'm still nervous, jumpy, crazy.  On the bright side, of what I have studied, I am thoroughly enjoying.

And I am so glad I am back in school to become a doctor.  Seriously.  It does not both me at all that I may be 35 before I make a decent living, helping people, with loan debt until age 45.  Am I nervous, hell yes.  I was asked last night when dining with a friend if I could seriously cut someone open.  Yes, I could.  If it meant a chance to help someone, I would.  I could, I would, I will.  It is those conversations that reaffirm that this is what I should be doing with my life.

In order to get there, I must end this post and study!